Expressing My Feelings With Other People

The way I would express my feelings is writting them down and not talk about it because I don't like to g in front of people because I am shy.But if I have alot of people cheering for me then I will go up there.The reason I don't like going up in front of people is because I the class because they will laugh at me when I am speaking.So that is why I hardly go in front of people.I love to express my feelings bey I don't like to tell people what I feel like that day because it might be about someone and they will not be my friend but, I won't be mad at them forever.And I don't want that person to no what they did to hert me and I think they already no what they did.So if they keep on doing it then they are nto me true friend.